Exhausted...

Feels like I gave all my energy to a stand-up, while I never actually stood up.

I mean, cool piece. Who knows, knows. But.

I'm broke, broken, and I've already been rejected four times today.

The fourth one destroyed me. She said just one word: "Unfortunately." It made me sit down on the stairs somewhere at Anděl and cry.

Crying part: ~2 min. Sitting in stagnation: ~30 min.

No emotional breakdown. Just a simple breakdown.

I would never have expected that "unfortunately", of all words, would leave me speechless, unable to even say goodbye. I just ran away like a scared rabbit from the depth and beauty of her eyes. It was the shortest eye contact I've ever had.

Side vision

I saw her passing by. I let her go through me. Then I remembered I have the largest b✳lls on the planet, and I approached her from behind.

Sounds like a win, but that is definitely why I get rejected way too often.

Still, I did everything politely. I even tried to speak Czech.

She said "bohužel". And today I have "A co má B✳h mezi nohama?".

For the lazy ones: "A co má B✳h mezi nohama?" means "And what does God have between the legs?"

Bohužel means "unfortunately", but it carries the meaning "God regrets".

I can't explain how beautiful her eyes were. We had a brief moment of eye contact that felt like a lightning strike. I have no idea why, but my heart is full of regret now, and my eyes got wet while I was typing this.

I hope she at least remembers mine.

Who the f✳ck are those lucky guys?

Did I spend all my luck in casinos?

I will probably start counting how many times I get rejected.

But this girl... f✳ck my life all over, God. Don't show them to me, or at least make them give me a chance.

Oh yeah, and the third one just ran away from me ten minutes earlier =)

Great day, actually. But those eyes... and mine, full of spermotoxicosis.

Decision

I was waiting for a moment like this to announce it.

There is no more free semen from Semen for this world.

I've decided not to j✳rk.

Don't ask me why. I decide what you get to know.

Why? It's my blog, for me and my memories. You are here to learn who I am and how I live.

Remember?